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  But this was all speculation. There had to be someone who knew what had really happened. Someone she’d known in college, someone she’d stayed in touch with from high school, someone she’d confided in when she’d returned to New York. Someone I could find if I looked hard enough.

  The super reached up to put his arm across my shoulders. “So, what are you doing now? Still in school?”

  “No,” I said, “not for years now. I’m working.”

  “You work for a big company? Bank? Computers?”

  I shook my head. “Small company. Investigations.”

  “What’s that?”

  “I’m a private investigator.” His expression said the penny hadn’t dropped yet. “A detective,” I said.

  “No!” He looked like he was waiting for me to laugh, tell him I was pulling his leg. I didn’t. “Yes? Like in the movies?”

  “Sure,” I said. “Just like in the movies.”

  Chapter 3

  On the way home, I stopped in at the office. Leo was there, going through his files. He had five piles of paper on his desk and two on the floor next to his chair. The trashcan was overflowing. My desk was neat by comparison: just one stack of case documents and half-finished paperwork and a second, smaller pile of correspondence, junk mail, and phone messages. I glanced at the messages; none was more recent than a week ago. It’s not just the strip club business that slows down around the holidays.

  “You go there?” Leo said without looking up from his work.

  “I went.”

  “And?”

  “It’s a dive. Little hole in the wall, barely enough room for a stage. It just doesn’t make sense.”

  “What doesn’t make sense?”

  “None of it makes sense, Leo. What’s she doing back in New York, working as a stripper? This is a girl who… she didn’t have to be a doctor. If that didn’t work out there were plenty of things she could have done.”

  He didn’t say anything.

  “Okay, say she falls on hard times, she starts stripping. Somehow she ends up back in New York. Say that’s all true. But why the hell does she end up at a place like the Sin Factory? She was too smart to work there.”

  “When did they start screening dancers for their IQ?”

  “I just mean she would have known better. Fine, you need money, you’re an attractive woman, maybe you start dancing a few nights a week – but you don’t do it at a place like that, where you’re lucky if someone tips you in fives instead of ones.”

  “Maybe she couldn’t get work anywhere better.”

  “No, I don’t buy that. She had the figure for it; she could have worked anywhere she wanted.”

  “Says the man who hasn’t seen her in ten years.” Leo put down the report he was working on and dropped his glasses on top of it. “You’re going to have to face facts, Johnny. She could have been strung out, worn down, overweight, out of her mind, she could have been a lousy dancer, you don’t know.”

  “She was a good dancer,” I said.

  “Ten years ago. You don’t know what she was now.”

  No, all I knew she was now was dead.

  “I’m not asking you to help,” I said.

  “I’m not offering.”

  “I know it’s a waste of time.”

  “Your time’s my time, in case you’ve forgotten.”

  “So what’s the big case you want me to work on instead? This?” I held up the phone messages. “A guy pretends to have a limp so he can collect disability from his employer?”

  “It pays the bills.”

  “Barely. And anyway I already got the photos. What’s left is just clean-up.”

  “What about Leventon?”

  “Leventon can wait.”

  “She’s a paying customer.”

  “And she can wait. A woman’s dead, Leo, someone who meant a lot to me. You can’t tell me to sit back and do nothing.”

  “What do you think you can do?”

  “I don’t know,” I said. “But I’ve got to do something. What’s the point of being a detective if when something like this happens you just let it?”

  “Who said there was a point? It’s a living, like being a dentist or fixing shoes. That’s all it is.”

  “You don’t believe that,” I said. “I certainly hope you don’t.”

  “We’re private investigators. We’re not cops. We don’t solve murders. That’s paperback novel stuff.”

  “At least let me look into it for a few days. I need to put it to rest, Leo. I can’t do that without knowing more.”

  He smeared one hand across his jaw, a gesture of defeat. “You never could,” he said.

  Leo Hauser was twice my age and looked older. Looking at him, you couldn’t picture him as the beat cop he’d been in the seventies, walking the streets of Times Square before Disney and Giuliani made it the oversized shopping mall it was today. But he’d shown me pictures, and by God, the uniform had fit him, he’d had good posture and a steely gaze, and if that wasn’t enough to make people take him seriously there’d been the couple of pounds of iron in a holster on his hip. Today – today he not only didn’t look like a cop, he didn’t look like the private detective he’d become. He looked like an accountant. His hair had gone white, where it hadn’t just gone. You looked at him in his twelve-dollar shirts, with his glasses propped on the top of his head, and you saw an uncle at a barbecue.

  But Leo was the man who had taught me this business, and along the way I’d seen what he was capable of. A lot of the time when we were hired it was by a corporation that just wanted a background check on someone they were thinking of hiring – that was the bulk of any small agency’s business these days, and you did it over the phone or on the computer. But sometimes there was serious legwork to be done, and he’d done his share of it, chasing down leads and confronting the people behind them. Not recently, not so much since Arlene died – that had taken some of the chase out of him. But even now he’d insist on coming with me on a job every so often. I used to think it was his way of checking up on me, keeping an eye on the half-assed literature major he’d pulled out of NYU and tried to turn into a detective, but eventually I realized it was just his way of keeping his hand in.

  When I’d shown him the article about Miranda, he’d warned me to leave it alone, and I knew he was speaking from experience. “You won’t like what you find. I’ll tell you that right off the bat. Whatever you find out about her, you’ll wish you hadn’t.”

  “I already wish I hadn’t,” I said. “I wish she was still alive, raising two kids and practicing optometry in Wisconsin. And I wish I was there with her. But what does any of that matter? I’m here, she’s here, and somebody put a fucking bullet in her. I can’t just sit around and wait to read about it in the paper.”

  “Better than ending up in the paper yourself.”

  “I won’t.”

  “Better not,” Leo said. “I’m too old to start again with some other kid.”

  I picked up a sandwich at the Korean grocery on the corner and ate it on the way home. The wind had picked up as the sun had gone down and now there was no mistaking what season we were in. People complain more about New York in the summer, the heat of August, the humidity, the clothing sticking to your back, but it’s the winter that always makes me think about packing it in. Everything that’s wrong with the city is still wrong in the winter, only you’ve got the wind chill factor to think about, too.

  I climbed the four flights to my apartment and unbundled myself to the accompaniment of the hissing and clanking of my radiator. The landlord was acting out of short-lived gratitude for his Christmas tips – by February, he’d have lost interest and we’d be shivering in our kitchens again.

  There was nothing on the six o’clock news, but I set my VCR to tape the eleven. You never know. Then I took a hot shower and killed some time on the Internet, tracking down every reference I could find to Miranda, the Sin Factory, or the murder. There wasn’t much. Each of the local papers ha
d covered the murder, of course, but not at great length, and details were scarce. Two gunshot wounds to the back of the head, hollow-point bullets for maximum damage. Victim pronounced dead at the scene, police were investigating. She’d been found by the club’s manager, a man named Wayne Lenz, just after midnight, and he’d called an ambulance immediately on his cell phone. They’d gotten there quickly, but there’s no such thing as quickly enough when you’ve been shot in the head with hollow point bullets.

  The Sin Factory had a web site, if you could call it that: one web page showing their logo and a photo of a topless woman with one leg wrapped around a brass pole. The bullet items on the right side of the screen shouted: “Full Bar!” “Sumptuous Buffet!” and “10 Gorgeous Girls Live!!!” I couldn’t imagine where they’d fit ten gorgeous girls, never mind the buffet. But then this wouldn’t be the first strip club to look better on the web than it did in person.

  As for Miranda herself, Google only came up with a single link, to the student directory of Rianon College in New Mexico. The link didn’t work when I clicked on it. The historical copy stored in Google’s archives came up just fine, but all it showed was Miranda’s name on a long list of what had presumably been her classmates. She’d been in Heward Hall, room 1140, phone extension 87334. I searched the page for other instances of “1140” and found several, but only one other for Heward Hall: Jocelyn Mastaduno, extension 87333. I wrote down the name.

  Then, because there was more time to kill, I did a few searches on Jocelyn Mastaduno’s name. I didn’t find much. One J. Mastaduno listed in Pensacola, another in Cedar Rapids. None in New York, but then why would there be? Not every pre-med at Rianon came from or ended up in New York.

  Was it late enough now? I looked at the clock and decided that I wasn’t in the mood to wait any longer. Lenz would either be there or he wouldn’t, and either I would learn something useful or I wouldn’t, but at least I’d be doing something more than just working the computer.

  I had a sudden recollection, as I switched off the machine, of Miranda struggling with the PC in our computer lab – this was before the Internet, but our school had a computer elective and in our junior year we’d both taken it. I remembered sitting with her at the monitor, Miranda desperately trying to finish an assignment, me fighting with the printer when it refused to print. I finally got the thing working in time for us to be only five minutes late to class.

  We wouldn’t even have been five minutes late if she hadn’t pushed me up against the lockers in the hallway, looked left and right to make sure we were alone, and pressed her lips to mine. “My hero,” she’d said, smoothing back my hair. “Will you always be there to fix my printer for me?”

  I turned off the light and returned to the Sin Factory.

  Chapter 4

  There was no velvet rope and the man standing at the door was wearing a leather jacket and cargo pants rather than a tux, but the music was going full blast, the lights were all lit, and it had attracted a crowd. Each time the bouncer pulled the door open, the sound of glasses being filled and emptied drifted out along with the pounding bass line of a house techno mix. While I watched from the deli next door, five people went in, one at a time, and four people came out. It was mostly businessmen, loosened ties showing under their heavy overcoats, wedding rings hidden under leather gloves, but there were also some of the low-rent types you see around any strip club, the overweight guys wearing sneakers and down coats leaking feathers at the seams. I was actually surprised to see the ratio at this place favoring the businessmen. They’re the ones who can afford to go to Scores.

  The bouncer stopped me at the door, one hand lightly pressing against my chest. They tell me I’ll be glad later in life that I look young, and maybe it’s true – Leo would probably kill to look ten years younger again. But when you’re almost thirty and still get carded, the thrill escapes you.

  “I was here earlier today,” I said. “Nobody stopped me then.” But I pulled out my wallet all the same. I could have shown him my P.I. license, I suppose, but that’s rarely a good idea unless you specifically want to stir things up. I fished out my driver’s license.

  The bouncer turned it this way and that under the light, then handed it back. “Okay.”

  “Let me ask you something,” I said. “Have you seen the big guy here tonight?”

  “Catch?”

  I didn’t follow what he meant. “Lenz,” I said. “Is Lenz here?”

  A smile cracked open beneath the man’s cheeks. I counted two gold teeth before it snapped shut again. “Yeah, Lenz is here. You don’t want to be calling him ‘big guy,’ though.”

  “Why’s that?”

  “You ain’t never met the man, have you?”

  I shook my head.

  “Well, you go right ahead then, call him what you want. I’ll be seeing you out here again in no time.” His voice was the sort of throaty growl that would be right at home coming from an idling motorcycle.

  “Thanks for the tip,” I said.

  “What they pay me for,” he said. “Preventing trouble.”

  The place was packed. Maybe it was all thrillseekers and newshounds, people who had come to soak up the club’s sudden notoriety, but somehow that wasn’t the feeling I got. The guys at the bar had the comfortable, broken-in posture of old regulars, and at the stage it was clearly Eros, not Thanatos, that was on everyone’s mind.

  It wasn’t hard to recognize the headliners from their photos on the door. Mandy was the shorter one, and a little older than she looked in her picture, but no less well endowed. She was working the crowd, kneeling at the edge of the stage and pressing the face of one patron after another between her breasts. Her garter had a few bills in it and a few had fallen to the stage. I think one of them might have been a twenty, dropped by some high roller, but I couldn’t swear to it.

  Meanwhile, Rachel Firestone was back by the pole, leaning against it, doing a sort of sinuous Salome thing with her arms over her head that was completely lost on the audience. The ones who weren’t slobbering on Mandy’s breasts were woofing and cheering when she leaned back and bucked her hips in time to the beat.

  Throughout the song she’d been playing with the bowtie knots at either hip, and now that she’d worked the crowd into a lather, she gave each knot a practiced tug and whipped off the spangled g-string entirely. This was a no-no for a club with a liquor license, but there were apparently no cops in the room, or at least none that disapproved, since she went right on bucking and twisting under the spotlight.

  The song reached its climax and faded, and then it was Rachel’s turn. She stepped forward as the next song started. Mandy snatched up the fallen bills, threw a few kisses to the crowd, and exited through a door at the rear of the stage. Presumably to the too-cold dressing room, where the next girl waited to take Rachel’s place at the pole.

  I looked around the room. The mirrored walls made it hard to get your bearings, especially since some of them turned out to be doors, like the one behind the stage. One swung open, disgorging a man wiping his hands on a twist of beige paper. Another opened to reveal a woman in heels and a clingy gown, leading a happy patron by the hand. Some sort of VIP room, presumably, which would be where the girls made their real money, extorting extra bucks for “champagne” and a private lap dance. How far things went in rooms like that depended on the club and how badly they wanted to stay on the right side of the law. Of course, I’d just gotten a hint of how law-abiding this place was. Behind closed doors, it was probably every girl for herself.

  I couldn’t imagine Miranda selling back room sex any more than I could imagine her dancing naked in a room like this. But then I couldn’t imagine her dead of two bullets to the back of the head, either.

  I felt a hand at my elbow, then a soft pressure against my arm as a woman came around from behind me. She was about my height, Chinese, in a green dress cut down the front and up the side to show a bit of this and a bit of that. The smile she gave me didn’t look any more unnatu
ral than, say, a shoe salesman’s. “Hi, handsome. Want to buy me a drink?”

  “I’m looking for Lenz,” I said.

  She dropped the smile and nodded. “He’s around here, I just saw him.” She looked over my shoulder, scanned the bar. “I don’t know, he’s probably in back. He’ll be out in a minute.” She patted my arm. “Back to work.” And up went the smile again.

  I elbowed my way to the bar, ordered my club soda, and parted with a twenty when it arrived. The woman working the tap was not the same one who’d been there earlier, but she was the same general type. If you bothered to look closely you’d see that this one had curlier hair and darker skin, that her breasts didn’t fill the bustier quite so close to overflowing – but who was bothering to look? All heads in the room were turned to the stage, except for the people who were engaged in conversation with one of the women working the floor. I wasn’t watching the bartender, myself – I was watching the room reflected in the mirror behind her.

  But I wasn’t watching closely enough, and I jumped a little when another hand landed on my elbow from behind. This one had a firm grip and didn’t sweeten the pot with the soft pressure of a breast against my arm.

  “I hear you’re looking for me.”

  I turned around, then climbed down off my stool to even things out a little, but it wasn’t enough. Even in boots with two-inch heels, Lenz only came up to my chin. He had unruly sideburns and something in his hair that made it shine under the room’s lights. His head was tilted back and cocked at an angle and there was a stare etched onto his face that dared me to say something smart.